December 30, 2007

• Changing in to a butterfly.

  

  Define. 
  
  Every generation goes through some changes, it's something that we can not stop even if we try. As humans it is a sign of our growth in life. Everyday we wake up only to see the changes around us. Through the days and nights, the sun and clouds, the seasons and weathers are some changes that are static that we live with. As a culture we create some changes in each generation; through technology, music, fashions and media advances our life becomes dynamic. We are meant to advance in life as human beings to keep our race alive.

  Change can also be seem through our relationships and experiences, it is something we call social changes. We can be in love with someone one day only to wake up and completely change our feeling toward that person. We go through life thinking that relationship is static, where we believe that it would never change after finding the right person. We are naive in the way we views relationships at a young age. As we grown, we change only to mature on how to see at it differently.

  Self.

  My life through out the years went through a lot of changes. Sometime I wish that changes never happen and that my life wasn't so dynamic sometime. Some memories that I remember back then were; being dirt poor after coming to America in 89', remembering how it was when we ate dinner as a family, growing up with my childhood friends, wishing on a star that I get bigger eyes so I don't look so asian!, then what I have really miss was when my dad would take my brothers and sister and me to NYC for Christmas/New Years to experiences how it would be like to spend time with the family. If I knew that today those things would never happen again the same way, I would of ask to spend more time. Changes is diffcult to face sometime because we want to re-live the good days over, wishing that it would never end. It's as if we feel powerless and helpless.

  As the year 2007 is about to come to an end, it has been a crazy year in my life. It was a year for the ups and downs, the good times and the dark times and myself being completely lost in life. When I look back on the year that is about to end, I've realize that alot happen; the new friends I've met became alittle closer while the old friends became even closer, love and heartache were side by side. new birth of life enter my life with my baby nephew, the enlistment of the Airforce, and she came back in my life.

  With her coming back in my life it seem like 2008 is full of suprises to come, I only hope that she'll be with me for many years to come. With my enlistment, I only hope that it will help me mature mentally and phsyically as a person.

  I wish everyone a safe and happy New YEAR!
  
  Poem.
  
  My mind thinks
  it's a dream
  My eyes don't
  see it
  But my heart
  feels it

  but then
  I look back
  to see that

  I use to think
  it wasn't a dream
  I use to believe in
  what my eyes saw
  My heart alway felt it

  I was alway alone
  until she came
  changes became strange
  then I fell in love
  with this change.
  

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