January 30, 2008
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Impacts.
Define.
There are words in life that we use to mean certain things, but have you ever thought the words “I love you” be use to hurt someone. The impact of these words be as cruel as saying “I hate you”. We use these three words not knowing the impact that it does. We do not think of the long term affect it has on someone, it could mean the world when someone hears it only to find out that it wasn’t true. Some people use the words to gain advantage over someone, when they know that person is weak and will give in once the words are said. These words can be use like a hot knife, slowly cutting the person heart like butter. The long affect of these words can change someone life and every aspect of how they view themself and the world.
Self.
I’ve alway been scared to hear those words because it could be the death of me. What’s the reason to think like that? Before I tell you, I want you to stop and think for a second: What can hurt you without being touch, and cause no phsyical marks? What causes long impacts to you everyday and slowly kills you? What make you go through the days thinking if it’s all a lie? Of course words like “I love you” can do this to you. In all my relationship that I’ve ever had, not once have I said these words first or have it said to me with an impact. I have been through about 56 girls which consist of dates and relationship, none have ever made me feel how I’m feeling today.In my love story that I’m living, these words had a really hard impact on me. Have you ever had those words said to you after you thought all hope was gone? Like the person that left a scar in your heart 8 months ago comes back in your life and said these three words in tears, “I love you”. How do you respond to that? You don’t, you accept and hope every words is true because your heart is weak at the moment. I have never felt this much impact from these little words before. Ever since that day, it feel like the words she said is slowly cutting my heart only wishing that she’ll be the one to actually heal the hurting inside. I know that it’s complicated to understand but who said love wasn’t complicated.
There’s no happy ending to this story yet just a beginning.
Poem.Picture a highway that never ends,
Take a drive: don’t be scared,
Turn the music up a notch,
Clear your mind: release your soul,
Let your heart take the drive,
it’ll take you: on a journey,
Oh wait, watch out: traffic ahead,
Turn here: exit here,
Make a U-turn: left turn here,
Where this heart takes you,
Your’ll never know,
on this endless highway: drive.
Comments (12)
nah man. not mean. ( :
it just got out of control.
nice picture though.
great poem. descriptive and i can actually visualize myself there….
56 is a huge number. great writing.
Like your poem! Well done.
i love the definition your wrote about “impact” .
and to your comment;
i was thinking at first, why should i stick around when he has other girls who want him also and he’s still not sure who he really wants because he has to choose between 2 . but now that i’m talking to him a lot again it seems like he’s more interested in me now and it makes me feel like i have a better chance. i talk to him every night now and its wonderful because he wants to talk to me or he’d be calling someone else. and i can feel the connection coming back, but this time its a lil bit stronger.
nice paulito vega, i like it. u take time to make ur blog nice. and about love… well she gives life, so accept it. wherever you get love, hold on to it. and if it hurt u at one time? learn to let go… alot of people don’t know how to do that. =/
But just like every other pain, you get used to it. I don’t know, love stopped having a meaning to me because of how much i, wanted it? didnt know what it was or how to use it? saw it played out like everything else? when I was younger. I hate to say it but I am the villain in my story, and I hate it. Not anymore, I stopped trying to find fake happiness in those three words. It’ll forever be going because it’s hard to see a difference by now, between fake and real. It’s not like it’s something solid, or even like something like “i know im happy” “i know im sad”, it’s a lot more complicated than that so it’s like when you say “i know i’m in love” are you really? But as you said in a previous post, love is like a garden. (I use that expression a lot because of you now. ) If you truly think that you are in love, keep at it, it’s an adventure really SOMETHING will come out of it if it is love, I think. But it has to do a lot with do you REALLY get along with this person, do you REALLY connect or are you just pretending because you want to so bad? Atleast thats how it is for me.
ive been told that that feeling inside, when someone tells you that they love you, that it isnt supposed to fade. im more of a masochist, that void i feel inside when my heart gets broken is from me putting myself out on the line for those three words. ill fall head deep into the dream that one day there will be hope and that change is possible, and love is real. good luck on your beginning.
love is alwys interestin 2 read about !!!!!!!!!~
its not that i dont want to learn….its that im scared….not to learn….but all of the pain that sometimes comes with learning…..sometimes its not very pleasant…..
but i alway enjoy your blog =) makes my mind ponder even more =) thanks…… =)
you have a good night
So…who’s that girl who has such a great impact in your life?
LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUR WRITINGGG!! =P
hey…you take really good pictures… love them all! :)