Define.

There are two type of peoples out there, but boths have one thing in common. It is to know the reasons for existence. It doesn't matter if you have everything or have nothing at all. Somewhere along the line you struggle through life wondering the same way. Existence is a question of why,  it doesn't have a true answer to it. Each one of us wants to see what the future holds. We fight through each days to survive another day of questions. Life is more then chocolate or better yet more then soldiers blood spilt in war. To some people existence is a state of peace and unity. To most people, the answer to existence is  to be happy until everyone is.

Self.

I defined existence today because I am that person who's alway looking for the answer but never getting one. Most of you already know I join the U.S Airforce, I can tell you now that my real reason in joining is to find my existence. I wanted to feel alive, to work for something through my sweat, and change the way I view life. Before this I've saw my existence only to find that special girl and make my life revolve around her and working day in and day out like everyone out there. But life isn't about that, after falling hard, I've pick myself up and decided to do something about it. My existence now was to change. The Airforce was the place to do it.

It been almost 10 weeks since I left, what I can say about it is that the experiences that I took out of basic training was something that only 4 percent (1 percent) of Americans will ever get to see. I can talk more about my journey and experience but that will be saved for later.