Define.  

Self identity is said to be an essence of a self-conscious mind, it makes a person uniquely what they are. Over time, modifications to one self can change in a person’s identity. People sometime make their actions be the reason to change them self.

Self.

On July 21, 2008 my journey came to an end. Half a year went by, Gee! I have return from a life of isolation from the East to the Midwest, aways from the family and friends I had once knew. My completion of the AirForce basic training and tech-school push me, physically and mentally. Six weeks of Basic military training, where I was put through many challenge in my ability to stay focus under pressure. Then the thirteen weeks of physical training and my will to survive in a combat environment in 100+ degree weather!

My life changed since I have made a choice to join the military. Somewhere in my life I wanted to change myself from the person people had once knew. The journey was like a rollcoaster, the ups and downs, I had thought about giving up many times. But then I remember the action, I have taken was to prove that I could be someone in society. I have met many people during the six months. It's true what they say, people come in and out of your life but it's not who you meet it's the memories they leave you that is important. I honestly do have many memories, especially the one with someone special.

Since I came back, I have been feeling the lows. I stare out in the air blank. It sometime feel like I'm lost and don't seem to know what I want to do now. I usually don't end my entry like this but there so much in my head, I'm thinking it's post training depression. Maybe I should try to breathe, Stay POSTED.