January 12, 2008
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What if.
Define.
“What if” is one of the most critical question we ask through out our life. We ask it when things goes wrong, when things seem too perfect and sometime when we are unsure about things. We feel a sense of being lost, losing hope or afraid of being alone that we think “What if”. We like to think everything will be okay, but in reality we lie to ourself only to believe it in the end. We related the question; toward our relationships, only to be afraid of losing that person.
Self.
Through out my whole life I’ve alway ask the question “What if”. It feels like that everything in life has two paths, that’s why I ask “What if”. Is the path that I’m taken the right choice or is the other one a better choice? Should I have done this rather that? What if I’ve done too much? What if I’ve gave too much? What if giving my heart completely was wrong? What if I’ve scared her off with my love? What if I’m gone will she miss me? What if she never truely love me the way she said she does? What if this is just a game?
Asking this question can drive anyone crazy. I do understand that some question aren’t mean to be answer but rather to let it go on it course. But what if you had a choice of what the out come was? Do you just stand around and wait for what suppose to happen, or be the one to change what will happen? I don’t know what is going on with me lately but it feel like I have been asking the same question over and over. Maybe it’s just nothing and I’m thinking too much of it. It’s effecting me in a way that I’m not myself. I hate this feeling not being able to control how I’m feeling. Had I fell in love too quick, or did she really mean it when she said “I love you”.Poem.
The vision of you,
in my arms,
seem a blur as I’ve ask,
myself what if,
you never took that,
path which led you,
to me,What if,
you never said
the I Love You thing,
would I feel what I’m,
feeling right now,What if,
you never found me again,
would I be as happy,
to hear from you,
as I am now?And what if,
you leave again,
would my heart,
be able to handle it,
this time.What if…I regret
what I’m about to do,
and let you go then disappear,
would you cry inside,
like I have?
Comments (17)
Life is full of “what-ifs”. I’m like you, always asking that, always wondering about the other path. But I guess sometimes you just have to take the dive and stick by your choice. Life has to go on, it doesn’t wait for you to deliberate at the crossroads. “What-ifs” can hamper us, causing opportunites and people to pass us by… so live for the moment, treasure what you have right now, and make the best of it :)
hey, thanks.
this is really good too. you took the words right out of my mouth.
thanks !
btw i love this songg
Wow that is deep. I just wanted to reply to your sport comment but ended up browsing your site. I like the song too.
I really don’t want the Pats to win. I hope it is an underdog effect this year for the Super Bowl…and then again “what if”
heyy, thanks for dropping by.
yeah, ur right, sometimes it is better,
but is it that fair for her to talk crap
and still constantly come up to me and
ask me why we dont talk anymore?
love ur song (:
nice blog too, im constantly having
millions of thought and questions coming
into my mind. sometimes we just have to
do what we think is best. and if it isnt,
then we can learn from our mistakes.
ryc: thanks I’m feeling way better now
& love your song there.
Looks like you’ve subscribed to my site. So, may i know who are you? =)
What if?
hmm if only all the what if’s in my life are answered.
things would be alot easier to deal with
you won’t always have to deal with self doubt
you won’t always have to misinterpret things
it would make communication alot easier.
love the poem.
that’s exactly how i feel sometimes.
you took the words right out of my mouth
you’re poem’s
WONDERFUL&INSPIRING
*sighs. i hate “what-if”‘s. i’m having some myself. but never regret love. :]
when too many ‘what-ifs’ starts ruling your head, that is the point where you let go of everything and just follow your heart and go with the flow; let fate do its thing =)
ditto to you too — enjoy life, and take it easy ^^
wow….you somehow came across my page….pondering of the mind can be compelling and frustrating……
i read the whole first page…..interesting thoughts and love your poems…..
im gonna visit you more……i’ll stop by again from time to time =)
you have a good day cupid……..*huggs*
Yeah, its just that I WORK at a computer so, can’t really stop and get off when I want to
X_X
I still didn’t even get all my hours in today so…grr…that just means MORE computer time tomorrow…grreeat
i really love everything you’ve written on your profile, as well as the picture at the top (i’m assuming its your’s) — sometimes letting go is the only option. sometimes it’s for the best. =) it just brings you to bigger and better things, even if you can’t see them at the time. – tiff
ps, thanks for your comment.
why thank you very much…it’s pretty much just my emotions bursting out.
i’m liking the way you write yourself too.
God bless.
Lol, OK… Do you have access to a copy of Rockband and an XBox 360 with XBox Live? Haha. I’ll play ya.
its just one of those daysss.
ha.
how are you?
*about the last passage of the poem*
“why would u let go ur love when u and her finally together? I guess it might be tiring to keep the love, but it is not worth it to let go unless she feels happy about it, or else, of course, she would cry inside like u…”
“Regret of course is painful, but the memory is already been made, so try to have new happier memories. If letting go is the best choice, then do whatever u want. “